two posts from what seems oh-so-long ago

 should i?

i know that it may take a while to get you out of my system. i don’t think i will forget - it was much too good an experience to throw into the can despite the hurt.  getting you out of my system simply means being able to think about you without the pinch and the tear-welling. maybe i keep you alive by making you my sounding board. pretend that you'’re still on the other line.  should i ?  nahhh… it will make it harder to move on. 

dots

dots.  several uses — dotting the I emphasises the Me, a dot ends a sentence because one either has nothing else to say or wants to move on to another idea, and several dots denote infinity or indicate something unfinished. 

so i have dotted the conversation with the falcon last night.  he has nothing else to say perhaps because he has lost interest, and if so, i have to move on.  thus, the dot.  painful but needed to keep my self- respect. did i put one dot or several?  the mind intended one but the heart drew a chain of dots.